Adding to that list

Didn't get the Broadcast gig.

But on the positive:
1. The sun has come out.
2. The music scene has shifted from Hip Hop to Brit Pop.
3. I went to lunch with lovely office guy where I shook and stumbled and talked about stupid things because I was nervous. Nervous because he was looking at me. Looking at me with his eyes.

He said he wants someone to look after him. Gulp. Is that a line? If it is, it's a pretty shit line. Like Homer, all he can offer is utter dependancy. Why does that appeal to me in some sick way? Because at least he needs more than sex.